I have been trying to wake up these past few days and get more energized. I feel like I’m in a dream world and I am trying to get my motivation back. I don’t feel like writing or getting out or doing anything productive. My past posts have been incredibly bad. I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone. I want to have my own space but my finances right now don’t let me do anything. I can’t even move. That’s how broke I am at the moment. I have gained weight because of the stress I have experienced. So, life is great! I pray every night for a better tomorrow.