I didn’t write yesterday. It was my first english speaking job. It seems so strange that 2 months ago I was in a different country, speaking a different language. I am amazed how things are moving. I am still broke and desperate for meaning in my life. I crave being alone as I am living with three other people in the house at the moment. I crave freedom and beauty in my life. I am still searching for it and I will never give up on the idea of a beautiful, exciting life.